I don’t have much time left, so I’m taking some of my family to a cement mixer.
I get excited about making the cement, I see a bunch of cement blocks, and I just want to get a bunch.
I put my hands on the mixer and push the buttons.
And it starts to turn.
And I can’t stop the mixer from turning.
I have to push harder.
And the cement gets in the way of my kids.
It’s like, What’s happening?
It’s not really a matter of me getting excited or being afraid.
It just is the way it is.
It is.
And as soon as I start, I’m like, No, I can do this.
I can make this happen. I don
